You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness, that my glory may sing your praise and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you forever! (Psalm 30:11,12 ESV)
Dancing
I bear grudges. I remember hurts. I nurture anger. I am uncomfortably comfortable with my lack of forgiveness.
And as I wallow in that mud, I realize that I am pretty entrenched.
It is a horrible habit. And like all habits it is difficult to break.
But asking God’s help gives hope.
I will no longer mourn my lack of forgiveness. I will no longer wear shameful sackcloth of grudges. I will dance in gratitude to the God who changes my heart.
May that dancing day come soon!